Creative Rut

I am in the worst kind of rut possible.

There is no end to my worries right now...the stress is starting to get to my mind...

I think the worst part of it is just the attempt to get everything done and ready for my trip to Japan.

All of that is just getting in the way of my writing.

Can't quit though...I'm going to Japan and that's final...

But I'm scared pretty shitless about all that I am falling behind on.

So...while I may have some ideas for a video...I don't have the time or creativity to make it...

I have all of these books to write, but I don't have the time or energy to complete them.